You are a soul in a human body, but that does not mean too much when you are struggling in life. In life the soul aspect is just one of many.
You are not here to be a soul, you are here to have a human experience. This experience should be in line with your soul’s aspirations, but unless you have the mind for it, it will be quite the struggle to align.
Human beings have to tend to their human roles. Do not just stand there being a soul, be human and live your best life nurturing your different human aspects. Have you been the best son, father, student, teacher, employer, writer, that you can be?